open up ur spiritual eyeswhee~ ever heard soldier by hillsongs? think it's v. funky. heh. it's the type of song that gets u to sway with the music. yay! haha. holidays already. actually it's been so for the past 3 days. whoa. still dun feel v. holidayish. takes awhile for it to register in my mind see? what with the chionging last couple of wks.

hmm. am gonna learn my lesson. am gonna start revision soon as i get enough slacking. will get sick of doing that (slacking) soon enough i guess. practising osmosis with the environment. heh. that's how pastor jeff described slacking. when was that? last yr? gosh. time passes really really fast. just a few yrs down the road i might be in canada for university already. O_o

just now while i was transplanting my plants for bio experiment from the tissue-filled-containers where i was germinating them to the soil, i started thinking back on my childhood days. haha. all because i started using my hand to scoop the soil here and there. weird right? >.<

i thot back to when i was like 3 or 4 and my parents used to bring me back to my grandparents' house every weekend. they live on this gigantic compound where there are 3 separate 2-storey L-shaped houses. 1 house is for having meals in, 1 for guests who wish to stay with them and 1 where there's the reception place, bedroom for the family, and a study. dunno if i'm making sense with my description but the main idea is that it was really really big. yah. now u'll understand why i feel so squashed in in Singapore. and anyways there was this ancestor's hall too at the end of the compound. so there was also lots of space for me and my relatives to run around. there's a gigantic tree in front of the main entrance and a stream ran beside it. i remember once me and my cousins were playing in the shallower parts of the stream and when i got out of it my legs were covered with black stuff. my cousins started teasing me and saying that i've got some sort of disease. i totally freaked out and started screaming for my mom. cant rmb if it was my mum who came in the end or one of my aunts but anyways she started laughing and told me it was just mud. haha. dun even know why i'm telling u all this. it was so silly! argh. now my grandparents are staying with my relatives in the city but i think someone still takes care of the place. i really hope it wun get torn down or sth cuase when i have children i'll like them to see where i grew up.

ok. enough with the trip down memory lane (sheesh. whoever came up with such a lame phrase??), back to the present.

i really have no complaints against the sch nowadays. guess i'm starting to become numb to it. which is really sad. or maybe i've just suddenly decided to think more maturely. hmm. as in, gotta give the sch some credit ja? cant avoid having kinks along the way when u start a whole new system. so i guess the point is we should try to enjoy it while we're part of it. ya. ohyah. must talk about the wonders of friendster. haha. just officially signed up in like, july? cause some people invited me. then it's like, suddenly i "found" so many people i've lost contact with. like chelsea, clarence and joyce, etc, from primary school. was v. v. amused. haha. and someone i had a crush on is my 3rd degree friend! XDhmm..and i dun think i dislike mr s-h so much already. aside from his frequent outbursts of "YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW???" he's quite alright. he's actually v. helpful. hah. oh, and i came up with a response to mr s-h's "YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW???"s. just go, "YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW WE DON'T KNOW??". haha. that mad abs and trees v. amused for some reason. ;)sh*t. what's with me nowadays?? think i'm mentally growing v. old. sh*t. that's no good.

You are the Way, the Truth and the Life,
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